So lately I have had a lot of thoughts going through my head so I warn you in advance that this might be all over the place.
These past couple of weeks I really feel like I just don’t belong anywhere. It’s like no matter where I am I feel out of place. I have been home for the past week, but the entire week something just hasen’t felt right. But the thing is I can’t put my finger on it, its like this uneasy feeling that is there from the time I wake up till the time I go to sleep. Yes, part of that might be because my mom is not here, but I feel like its something more then that. I just wish I knew what it was. I feel like I’m spinning in circles, and I’m not talking about a merry-go-round where its nice and slow, I’m talking about full blown spinning in circles like a fair ride! I just want to feel like I belong somewhere, the sad part is I feel like I belong more at SEU then I do at home…I really don’t even know where I going with this, I feel like I’m rambling to an extent, but hang in there, there is a point to all this…somewhere.
I really think that God is about to do something huge! Something that no one has ever seen before. I think this is why I have felt so different these past few weeks. It’s in the air, I can sense it! I just know something is coming, I just wish I knew when. It’s almost like I have a heightened sense or something(I can’t really explain the feeling) But even now, while I’m typing this I can feel it. It’s everywhere! He’s doing something big…bigger then anyone has ever seen before. (sorry if I keep repeating myself) I just want everyone to know that something is about to break loose, I’m not sure what, but I do know that we all need to be prepared now more then ever! So just open your heart and listen, don’t shut Him out, because you really don’t want to miss this…because it’s going to be BIG!!!
